I always love doing this. Collecting my thoughts.
I love Facebook, for it gives me enough opportunity to record my thoughts anywhere. I'm the harsh critic of my own art, and the closest fan too. The status I update in facebook are always my own words. I never compose. I transcribe whatever I feel in my heart. So basically, whatever I write, be it the on the facebook or on the blog, it always reflects my heart. Sometime, collections, like these, help me revist the real me when I get merged in virtual world.
It doesn't matter if the status I write are 'liked' or 'commented', or 'praised' or 'rejected', all it matters is I write, what I truly feel. Had there not been a facebook or a twitter, I would have no any means to record the speech of my heart.
If one has to track my thoughts and actions, facebook would be the right place. I love to posts my thoughts when I travel. It's not, by any means, an effort to update anyone, but my own habit to record any instant thought, inspiration, action or events that I love to record. I'm basically a traveller who's always online.
So, here it goes, revisiting my thoughts in December and Jan, so far, derived from my facebook posts.
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Travelling makes me wander for insatiable demand of happiness; Study makes me grow for competitions ahead; Pain makes me more stronger; Happiness keeps me inspired; Failure teaches lessons; Difficulties conspire new opportunities.... ''m on the move along my path with colors ahead' .....................................................................
Oh! I tell you; when you would remember these days later, you would then realize, these are the golden moments of our life... no matter what, pain or happiness, this gonna end as blissful memory in the story of our lives...................................................................
So..is that making you feel lonely, then jump back to memories; see around, you will find someone there...who is waiting to hear from you..He wants you to be strong.. yes, stronger...This gonna be a memory too, and a reason for tomorrow's smile...You are never alone coz you are never apart.
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In search of happiness, where would you consider travelling... is it in the outer world, or somewhere within...get out and see life is more than to breathe.... if you can't heal the pain, at least put a smile, it might worth a bliss for a wandering soul like me.....................................................................
Few of my friends are already married, some are even on the way to school to see off their kids....many, are still enacting satisfaction working in their office; a few are still unknown why the heck they need to breathe... I'm a different kind, I'm still hitting the road, still trying my luck to step up and unlock the door... Their lives haven't ended with kids at school, neither have they found a...ny start at their office... For they know, what freedom means.. Freedom; wanna feel it at least once; before 'm chained by wives and kids... Wanna feel the nature before the office' AC would kill...I know beauty lies in my every breathe...'m still trying to step up, unlock the door and let myself unleash...................................................................
Despite strong public voices against strikes, Bandh-mania continues... Nepali Congress; do they have right to ignore public? It's not about anyone killed, they are playing politics in the name of deceased.. Aren't there any creative ways to protest rather than shutting down the highways? This is not a complain, but an expression to address my own incapability to change the system. I know we all complain about political system in our country, but so far, we don't have enough guts to step out and change or repair the system, for various reasons; one of the reasons being the lack of responsibility for our country, other being the lack of freedom to carry out the responsibility...................................................................
So, finally Government bowed to the demands of Nepali Congress. The 'Eye-for-an-eye' clash in the Legal prison; among the legally accused criminals - attested by Political powers; can make it all possible in my country. Now, we would be proud to call the deceased as our great Martyr; keeping him on the same rank as we respect our Martyrs who fought for democracy. In the name of power, in the name of politics...my Nepal is leaving no stones unturned to march towards building an exemplary society- free from law and order, rules and regulations, and full powers to political parties. A salute to my country Nepal - land of infinite Martyrs....................................................................
Don't try to know about me by figuring out where I work..don't interpret my capabilities from the position I hold.. count my thoughts, my actions and the ability I hold .. Be aware, Facebook could display virtual realities about me; I could be different...................................................................
We've been believing that Santa fulfills everyone's wish; Santa, if you can, please bring warmth, affection and care for all the children at orphanages, streets and at corridors; for we already have Santa in our lives in the form of parents/relatives; they need you more than us... And, every year when we celebrate Christmas as a festival-in-fashion, they still shiver in cold, and in absence of love, they still can't see Santa coming their way... If you can, and if you are real. do bless them before hearing our wishes.... (FB post on Christmas eve)..................................................................
Rays of hopes are much stronger than shadows of distress; if you can see across your darkness; I'm right here beside you; with light of smile, together we gonna get through.....................................................................
Leaving the place where you worked for all these years always gifts you a mixed feeling of sadness and happiness. Sad, coz you were emotionally attached to every little things over there, and happy coz, u were emotionally attached to everything in such a way that your boundaries seemed limited, and now here's how you can expand your horizon. It's an opportunity that begins with a sweet sorrow...................................................................
End of a story unfolds another story... Stories; some ended on a sad note, some still hold possibility to unfold, some that I claimed was my story turned out to be someone else' property, and a few were even not good enough to recall as a story... With new year, I hope new stories gonna unfold, new twists, new turns.... I think I should attach ':)' to enhance the meaning of this status. ... : )..................................................................
It's sometime amazing to follow the path untaken, to step into the shoes never worn, and to live a life unchained..it's sometime a risk, a sweet risk to put everything in stake; with uncertaintities everywhere sometime the struggle to survive itself becomes an inspiring journey.....................................................................
Disliking the likes; unliking the dislikes; status: commenting; relationship status: blocked; marital status: reported sexual harrasement.... log out... (FB post @ Jan 2012,Pokhara: FB addiction)..................................................................
Oh, how fast the good time passes, leaving behind the trails of wonderful memories...moment of happiness, the more you try to withhold, the more it slips away from your hands; not to make you cry but to make you walk towards a new reason to smile...................................................................
Sun is getting a little stronger as I'm approaching the Plains; with every miles ticking on speedometer the line of being an employee rather than a free-human is thickening, surprisingly, along with this strange sense of enthusiasm to man the new Radioroom... @Mungling, 30 kilo mikes away from WSB!..................................................................
Starting the day with news/updates of Nepal Bandh... in a country of infinite martyrs, I still demand to breathe free; still imprisoned in limitations, caged in by so-called protests, politically influenced highways, markets and people...................................................................
Heart doesn't understand how hard the realities are; Heart wants to feel; just goes with what it feels good... Mind stops the flow, warns, n fails the blow. A soulful song on my FM made me remember a dear fren of mine n the moment song stopped, we were still apart; physically, emotionally and in opposite directions to life...................................................................
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I'm adding a simple funda to my life...live it!.. Lessen the expectation, lessen the pain; wanna see, feel, live and do whatever I feel to do before dying, coz u never know... I love bikerides, coz it gives me the feeling, I've conquered the destination. No looking up towards those who are better than me, no looking down who are more unlucky; 'm being with the moment I'm in. I wish to be there where comparisons and complains die; let the heart free....
My travelling, sometime reffered to as Hedonism, kindles resonance of strange happiness; my sort of abstruse freedom. Many repudiate this feeling of mine for they better accolade a strong resolution towards living a traditional life than a free spirited status of mind. Maverick; defines me. On my terms, please! Why don't I find myself friendly with cigarattes, drinks or drugs? for I don't like those, I think there needs no extra reason to justify my lack of indulgence. To try everything in life doesn't necessarily mean to give a try in everything, even in things you dislike, better go for what you revere most...................................................................
Ma'ama; this moment of fear, dilemma and uncertaintity; even when the world seems silent; I know you are still awake to bless me with strength to struggle. Help me grow Ma'ama, not taller but a better human...on your lap here I rest...................................................................
I don't understand how, sometime, time brings in moments of luck, even without seeking those, and later stays silent even praying hard for. Is it our incapability to appreciate the fortune or is it the insatiable need we feed in ourselves that we never stay in what we have?..................................................................
चितवनको कठ्यांग्रिने चिसो; मेरो व्यस्ततालाई त तातो चिया र मौसमानुकिलित कोठाले साथ दिएको छ; तर म भाव्हिल हुन्छु चिसो मौसममा रमाउने धेरैको असमर्थता सम्झेर, ती सडकका बालबालिकाका पीडाहरु, छाप्रो नभएकाका बेदनाहरू; अनि चिसोकोकारणले एउटा गरिबको मृत्यु भएको समाचार, म भित्र प्रकितिप्रति आवेगको जन्म हुन्छ; म आन्दोलित छु शक्तिशाली कहलिएको अन्यायी 'भगवान' बिरुद्द..................................................................
डा. साहेब लगायत धेरै साहेब भनिएकाहरु, तल्लो तहका अथवा भनौं कम कमाउनेहरुले,'दाई भनि बोलाउदा रिसाउने कुरो सुन्दा मलाई अचम्म लग्यो ; उहाँहरुलाई आदरगरेजस्तो देखाउन 'डा. साहेब' वा कममा पनि 'सर' त भन्नै पर्ने रहेछ ; समानताको चर्को नारा दियिने यो कार्यबेवास्थामा पनि यस्तो रिसाईलाई के भन्ने? संकीर्णता, जबर्जस्ती आदरणीय बन्ने कोशिस वा समानताको अवमुल्यन?..................................................................
मेरो बिचारमा आदर त व्यवहारले कमायिनु पर्छ, अहोदा वा सम्पति वा योग्यताले हैन ....
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वाह! क्या मिठो खाना खाएर आईय्यो ; बिसुद्ध नेपालीको लागि बनाइएको खाना !
'Boss is always right' मनोवृति रुपी भात सँग 'अरुको गल्ति मात्रै देखने परोपकारी आदत' रुपी दाल र आफ्नो logic चै सधै सहि , अरुको चै केहि न केहि जस्तो लाग्ने अचार र खै के को तरकारी मज्जै सित मुछेर खाईय्यो नि!.. खर्च कटौतीको लागि अलि नून कम हालिएको भएपनि , मिठै मानेर खाईय्यो; .. खानै पर्यो नि, हैन र! .. अलि अझै पनि के के त खाईया हो , तर अपच हुने डरले भन्न चै मनलागेन.. जे होस् , नेपालीको लागि बनाइएको खाना नेपाली कै हातबाट खाईय्यो ....
I am destined to be in you; still set far apart; but hey, there's nothing sad about it 'coz it's all about how differently we define the term 'love'.....................................................................
नेपालको शासकीय प्रणाली कस्तो हुनु पर्छ ?..................................................................
मेरो विचारमा जस्तो भएपनि हुन्छ, मात्र इमान्दारिता र उत्तरदायित्व भए पुग्छ ...
राजा इमान्दार भएका भए राजतन्त्रमा पनि कुनै खराबी थिएन, नेता भ्रस्ट हुनथालेपछि बहुदलीय प्रणालीको पनि केहि भर भएन ...
मलाई लाग्छ, आज देशमा संबिधान भन्दा पनि बढी एउटा युवा असल नेताको खाँचो छ .. म त त्यो युवा नेता हुन सकिन; तर देशले अझै आशा गरिरहेको छ नया अनुहारको आगमन, यो जिम्मेवारी बोध गर्ने पालो अब तपाईहरु को हो ...
मलाई यति शक्ति देउ
..................................................................म चिन्न सकु आफ्नै दोष
गाली गर्ने त धेरै होलान
म मार्न सकु आफ्नै रिस
A comment posted about Loadshedding in Nepal and the protest..................................................................
अब यसको समाधान चै के हो नि.. लोडसेडिंग को कारण, उपकारण, बाध्यता, रहर सबै हामीलाई थाहा छ भने, अब यसको समाधानको बारेमा पनि त केहि सोच्नै पर्यो हैन र; हामी विज्ञ हैन तर राजनीति, अर्थतन्त्र र बिज्ञान सबै बुझे जस्तो गरेर सरकारले गरेको हरेक निर्ण...यको बिरोध गर्ने हाम्रो शैली भने कुनै विज्ञ भन्दा कम छैन ...
हो मेरो फरक मत छ यस सम्बन्धमा .... अहिलेको समय भनेको नेताहरुलाई देश जिम्मा लाएर तिनीहरुलाई गाली मात्रै गर्ने हैन, बरु आफुले पनि त केहि गर्नु पर्यो, तर के चै गर्ने, मात्रै दोषारोपण?
जनयुद्धको नाममा, हामीलेनै कतिपय जलबिद्युत आयोजना नस्ट गरेकै हो ...चाहे त्यो माओबादीले नै किन नगरेकाहुन्, तिनीहरु पनि हामी भित्रैका हुन्, बिरोधको नाममा आफ्नै सम्पति नस्ट गर्ने ... अब अर्को जलबिद्युत आयोजना बन्न कम्तिमा पनि १० बर्ष लाग्छ... त्यति बेला सम्म त लोडसेडिंगबाट छुटकारा पाउने आशा नगरेकै बेश ....
कहिले कहिँ धेरै Expect गर्यो भने पनि धेरै Pain हुन्छ...
भारतबाट निर्यात गरिएको महँगो बिद्युत उपयोग गर्दा, देशलाई कति घाटा पर्छ, त्यो त हामीले हेक्का राखेकै छैनौ, कि कसो ...
नेताहरु भ्रस्ट छन्, जनता केहि न गर्ने सक्ने छन्, सक्छन त केवल बिरोध गर्न आफ्नै घर भत्काएर...अनि यहि बीचमा देश रुम्मली रहेको छ ...
हुन त सानो निहुँमा देशै बन्द गर्ने हाम्रो यो सोच प्रगतिशिल नै छ ...सायद ..
म सरकारको अन्ध-भक्त हैन, म सरकारको अन्ध-बिरोधि पनि हैन, बिरोधि नै भन्नु परे मलाई अन्ध-बिरोधको बिरोधि चै भने हुन्छ ....
म न त कुनै राजनैतिक दलको कार्यकर्ता हुँ, न नै हुन चाहन्छु . म त स्वचछन्द हिंड्ने, राजनीति बुझ्न न चाहने, हड्ताल, जुलुस, नारा, बन्दबाट वाक्क भएका जनता मध्येको एक सर्वसाधारण नेपाली हुँ .
मेरो खोल ओढेर आन्दोलन, हड्ताल, ,बन्द गरिन्छ, म त्यहि आन्दोलनको पिराइमा परेको, लोकतन्त्रको लोक हुँ ... म नेपाली मध्येको पनि वास्तविक नेपाली जनता हुँ...
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